Monday, March 10, 2008

No better than any animal

The one I want to be around is busy. Always busy.

I seek company and comfort in the one that is there. The one that has already broken my heart once. The one that loves another and will never love me.

I am no better than any animal.

I seek the comfort that comes with the flesh. The warmth. The passion. The company.

Loneliness is a bitter thing.

Yet bitter even still is the feeling that comes with knowing your own situation and not having the power to change it. Or the strength.

4 comments:

Crystal Child said...

Hugs, I know how you feel dear one. Loneliness does suck. In the worst of ways. We still need to get together sometime and hang out. I am usually always free on the weekends.

Love and light
Krista

Missy Mao said...

Hugs. Thank you, Krista. Yes. We do still need to get together at some point. I work on the weekends. Been getting Saturday off, but Haven't had a whole lot of free time.

Crystal Child said...

I know the feeling there..oy ve..work has been rough lately.

Missy Mao said...

My schedule may be changing. I have a job interview tomorrow! I may finally escape Shoney's! ^.^

Hugs.

Maybe things will turn up soon. I hope that they do.