All alone with nothing to do

I called into work today because I really didn't feel up to going. I just don't feel like dealing with it.

I called into work and I have nothing to do. It makes me sad. I can't get in contact with Joel. I don't know. I think he wants me to leave him alone for a while or something, but he won't tell me. I keep trying. Sigh.

I think I may just end up holing up with a book. Finishing it and then reading another.

I have no social life. I am pathetic.