My reality isn't very happy right now. In fact, I'm quite miserable. Yay.
I don't know what is going on, but I wish I could make whatever it is right.
I have taken reading up again. Almost obsessively. I am sure that I will reach that point again. If I read, I dive into it. I live it. Time is nothing when I read. Other worlds are far more pleasant than my own.
Merry Christmas. I was starting to develop a desire to celebrate the holiday. Now I am just depressed again. Forced happiness is just not in my list of abilities right now.
I can't fake a smile when I want to cry this much.
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