Sigh.

I am tired.

I have made it through the first two first days of class. I am a bit tired, and I am still in that "I don't want to do homework" mode. That mode will pass soon enough. I have to do my homework here.

I am so very lonely too.

I miss my man (Hehe. I said 'my man'. Okay. I'm over it.). I haven't talked with him much. I have sent him texts, and he has sent me a few in return. But I haven't talked to him over the phone, and I haven't seen him. I miss him. I wish I could go do something with him. I just want to spend time with him.

It kind of hurts sometimes. In general. Just hurts.

Sometimes a lot. Sometimes a little.

It hurts sometimes with how things are between me and him. I really hope they get better soon.

x.x

I think the darkness may win.

xoxo
M.M.