Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

Today has just been one of those days.

One of those BAD days.

I set my alarm for 7 am. It went off. I turned it off....and went back to sleep. Woke up at like 7:35, and I have an 8 o'clock class Monday through Friday. So I get up and hurry to get dressed. I manage to leave on time.

I go to Sociology, and that is okay.

I come back to my dorm and get on the computer for a little bit before I leave to get my check.

I stand around there, waiting. I finally get my check and leave. One good thing is that my check was a little more than I expected.

So I go through all of that crap and come back to campus.

I go eat when I get back and go back to the dorm building to play pool until I have to leave for my 2 o'clock class.

By this time, I was feeling down. It was just another thing to add to the pile. So I start to complain about things, one thing mainly but anyway.

On the way to my Japanese class (my 2 o'clock class), I feel pretty down right now, and I state that I am going to be an emo kid in Japanese class today. -Not even the cute little pictures in my Japanese book made me feel better.

Just before class starts, I make plans with Joel to go for a walk at about 4:30.

I now have something good to look forward to thus the world is good again.

After Japanese class, I head to the dorm to get my shoes before going to Tom's dorm. He had super glue, and he was letting me use it to fix my shoes.

So there I fix my shoes and hang out with Tom, Becca, Laura, Tom's roommate #1, Tom's roommate #2, Tom's roommate #3, Tom's friend, and JP. We are just kind of hanging out.

I get a call from mom telling me that the insurance cards were there and that I could come get them later. --I never did post about getting pulled over for my tail light being out and getting a ticket for my insurance card not being for that car.--

I get a text from Joel. He wasn't done yet. It was taking longer than expected.

So I sit around until 5. Then I go eat.

So on the way out, Joel sends me a text saying that he has to go get Jackson -his son. Which meant that he was leaving for White Pine -his parents' house.

Thus all plans are cancelled, and my day returns to normal order of being horrible.

I leave campus and go to mom's.

I don't even get into the house before she is on the porch.

She has something to tell me.

My cat had been hit by a car.

Sally was my baby, and I love her so much.

She is gone.

So. I sit around there and try to stop crying. -Note: I have started crying once again because I typed that which means that I thought about it which hurts all that much more.-

I get in a fight with mom before I leave.

Thus I am here, in front of my computer, writing this blog.

For no one else will listen to me.

And I don't want to bother Joel. He should be spending time with his son and not having to deal with me and my problems.

xoxo
M.M.

P.S.
Shoot me. Please.