Consider

I am considering leaving this blog and my flickr account behind. Considering.

I love to take photos and to share them, but what is the point of sharing if no one is there to share with. I post photos, one or two gets one view, and that is pretty much the end of it. Yet I check it obsessively.

I post on this blog. I spill most of my heart out here. Yet the things that I write are taken for face value by one that should know me well. Should, obviously, is the keyword and not the truth. Read one post and jump. That is what happens. The traffic on my blog shows how few and far between my friends truely are.

I am tired of this shell of an existance that I live. I want more, and I am trying to get more. I will not change who I am for that. Only work to improve.

We will see what comes of my considerations only with time.