You know what makes you feel wonderful? When you realize that every one of your ex-relationships has found a new somebody and they are happy and you aren't. When you are alone and you see them together and happy. Yep. I love being so completely alone all the time.
I am so tired of seeing what I have never had with anyone. Of seeing how someone that I have been in a relationship with is acting with someone in a way that they never did with me. Of seeing what I will never have. I am tired of being alone.
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2 comments:
Hugs...You are never truly alone dear one. Perhaps unseen or recognized right now when it seems so dark, but there are those out there who do love you and love you rightfully for who you are. The hardest part however is loving yourself. Believe you me, this I know all to well from experience. Love yourself first then things will fall in place as they are supposed to be. Remember we all have the right to love and be loved. Reassure yourself of that daily. For you do have the right to do just that. You are a wonderful and special being. Remember there is always hope even in times of despair.
Hugs to you dearheart
Krista
Hugs.
I know. A part of me always realizes this, but it isn't something that attention is paid to when you feel the emptiness from within.
Loving myself is something that I have not managed to achieve yet. I try, but I haven't gotten there yet. Honestly, I am a lot better now then I have been in a very long time.
Thank you.
Hugs.
Christie.
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