Castle Walls

I don't open up to people very easily. Even when I do, I don't talk about my past. I don't like my past even though it has made me who I am. I don't like part of who I am. Sometimes I don't like any of what I am.

I don't like to trust people. I am less likely to get hurt if I don't trust people.

I don't like letting people get close to me. I always end up hurt if I do.

But when I let you in, when I trust you, when I let you get close to me and I love you, I am very vulnerable.

When I love you, I always love you. Even if I hate you, I love you because I have let you into my heart, and there is always going to be that place for you. I may hate you, but I still love you. I still care about you.

When I let you in, please don't hurt me.

I am fragile. I break easily once you get in.