New Beginnings

Today. Well. Rather yesterday, but that is beside the point.

I have rid myself of the old me in a way. I colored my hair, normal for me - I do realize, and I let a girl from work cut my hair.

Sometimes we need to start over. And I will do this. I'm not going to be the same as I was in some ways, but in some, I will be the same. Parts of me I don't want to change.

What I am going to change:
- Weight
- Self-esteem
- Self-confidence
- Self-doubts
- Problems expressing my emotions/feelings/etc.

I will be a better me. I will stop doubting what role I am in the lives of others. I will achieve what I aim to achieve.

I will not lose love. I want to make this relationship work. I don't want to lose this one. I'm tired of losing relationships. I'm tired of hurting. If this one ends, it isn't because I didn't fight for it.

Wish me luck. I may very well need it.