Death v2.0

I take part of what I said back.

I am sad. I'm sad that my father wasn't what he could have been to me. I'm sad that he didn't care.

I'm sorry that he was an abusive fuck when I was growing up. I'm sorry that he didn't see how much he hurt me.

I'm sorry that I wish he could have been better when I know he would never have been better.


I will miss what he should have been in my life. Not who he is. What he should have been.