Monday, July 9, 2007

Double-edged Blade

I'm trying to keep my mother sane.

But trying to keep her sane is pushing me over the edge.

I need to get away for a while, but I can't. I need a vacation, but I can't just leave. I have to help. I have to be the good child. I have to help my mother when all I really want to do is run into one man's arms and stay there for a while. I have to be strong.

So I can't.





But I can't keep going like this. It is ripping me apart.

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