"...I want to hold you to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to show you all the beauty
You don't even know you hold
I'm hurting you for your own good
I'd die for you - you know
I would I'd give up all my wealth
To buy you back the soul you never sold
I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to earn your trust
Your faith your heart
You'll never be deceived..."
I cling to the past.
I know this.
I am not necessarily proud of this, but it is what it is.
I have plans to change this.
In time, I will not cling to the past.
The past will try to cling to me.
"...I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to earn your trust
Your faith your heart
You'll never be deceived
I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to earn your trust
Your faith your heart
You'll never be deceived
Liar Liar Liar Liar
I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So you can never leave..."
"Liar" by Emilie Autumn
2 comments:
I understand heartbreak, really I do. And when you're as young as you are, it seems impossible that you'll ever get over the one you're pining for. But trust me, you will. And - trust me on this one too, please - there are plenty, PLENTY of fish in the sea.
It isn't really about that, Tina. Promise.
Just in general. My life. All I do is cling to the past.
In part, yes, it is about the heartbreak that is seemingly ever present in my life. But that is only a small portion.
Because I cling to this idea of who I am that has been developed by everyone outside of myself. I play the part even though that is not who I feel like all of the time. Most of the time.
I want to develope myself. I want to be someone that is by me and not those around me. Those that are supposed to care. Supposed to be my friends. I want to be my own person.
Thank you, Tina.
You stick around to deal with this person you don't really know.
You are wonderful.
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