Recap

Okay. I am a little behind in what I want to have posted. Time to fix this.

I did something out of character for me. Something I am not use to doing. Something that made me feel powerful, like I could do almost anything.

I stood up for myself to someone that I love, but have never really stood up to about much before. I am bad about just letting things go because I am not capable of handling my own emotions in a way that lets me deal with such things. I bottle things up until I can't take it anymore. Then and only then do they usually come out.

I felt good about myself. I felt like I could make the changes I am wanting to make in my life.

And then that feeling went away.

Called Joel. Oh. Sorry. Can't do the English Country Dancing this Sunday.

He had a good reason. But apparently the situation is a normal one for this Sunday. But he forgot Monday (today) was Memorial day. Opps.

So yet another set of empty words and broken promises is added to the list.

On Saturday I went over to see Joel because when I spoke with him on the phone it sounded like I needed to talk. And I did.

We are supposed to start going to the dancing on June 8th (Mark your calendars everyone).

I have a feeling that something is going to come up and change that. Kind of like the fact that yesterday at Fighter Practice Reynard said something about getting a group together to go to Chattanooga in two weeks. What date is two weeks from yesterday? Why June 8th. Surprise!