Yesterday was stressful.
It was at the fault of no one but myself.
I feel so very alone all the time.
I have grown tired of seeking out the small happinesses that are few and far between.
I broke down yesterday. Again.
I went to mom's an took a hot bath and IMed a friend.
I felt kind of bad.
He wanted to help. He wanted me to talk to him. To tell him what was wrong.
But I couldn't.
I do not depend on others well.
They never fail to disappoint me.
They never fail to just go away when I have always been there for them as I am able.
I actually felt really bad, but I couldn't just up and make myself talk.
Opening up like that isn't easy for me.
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Sends some hugs and love.
You are a beautiful person in so many ways. Full of radiant energy.
If you ever need an ear or even a shoulder to cry on, I am a very good listener.
Hugs, love and light
Peace for your heart
Krista
Oh, Krista.
You are good to me, dear. Sweet with words too.
I try to avoid doing that to people, I appreciate the offer though. Thank you.
Hugs.
You are a good friend.
Christie.
You are very welcome dear. We ought to get together sometime and do photos. I found the most incredible place to take some the other day. The gardens at UT are extraordinary.
I am on call this weekend, but the next one I am off if you would like to get together. Just let me know.
Cheers
Krista
This weekend wouldn't work for me anyway. I am heading to Nashville Sunday to go to a show.
Next weekend, at the moment, is free. We can see about working something out. ^.^
Christie.
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