Novacaine

I am numb right now. Emotionally.

Only in the sense that I am trying to fight off the tears.

I hurt. My head hurts. My body hurts. My emotional pain has caused a seemingly physical pain in my heart.

I would say that I don't know why, but I do. It confuses me, but I do know.


On a different yet almost as emotionally trying note, Jay won't talk to me. I don't know why. He won't answer. Wait. Let me rephrase that. He won't answer AGAIN. The first time I called he answered but hung up on me. Every time there after there was no answer. He finally turned his phone off.

I don't get it.

For the love of god, someone please help me read the minds of men. I can't deal with masculine PMS right now.