Uncontrollable Tears

My heart hurts.

I think that it is official.

I can't do this.

I opened a message from Amber I read the first two lines of text and slammed my broken laptop closed.

I layed back on my bed. I was on the phone with Jay. I could feel the tears coming. Like clockwork timing, he was getting off of the phone because he is tired. As soon as I closed the phone, tears were down my cheeks.