As though it were a dream.

Title doesn't really go with the post, but I am tired right now which means that it works damn it.

Last night was fun. Rehearsal went well. It was fun. All that good stuff.

Ended up watching Vincent, Iazzie's 2 year old grandson. He is adorable. Seems to like me pretty well too. (Big surprise seeing as apparently most children like me presently.)

Then it turned to not fun when I was trapped in the damn library until it closed. My laptop is still not working. I am still having to be in here, the library to do anything internet related.

When I want to not do something, I can avoid it in new and interesting ways. I drew on my arm with eyeliner, many different colors. Had Joel call me because I just wanted someone to talk to, and he was the only one that would. Had a text conversation with Jay. Ended up making him mad at himself as opposed to mad at me? I don't know how that worked out, but it did.

Not talking about this morning. thoroughly over today.

Don't want to go to work. Don't want to go to work on Thanksgiving. (Did I mention that I need a new job? No? Well. I did now.)


I am more confused than ever about something, but I am not going to post it because I need to deal with this one myself. Have ranted to someone about it, yes. But otherwise, it is all me.

I will get it all figured out eventually.

Plus. I am on a roll. I am not keeping as much in as I normally do. Which is better for me, of course.

Anyway.

Just thought I would update since I can't do much of anything without my laptop.