I am simply posting this for the sake of getting it out of my head and off of my chest. I will dwell on it no longer after this. At least without a fight on my part.
To whom it may concern and who will never read it,
I hate you and admire you at precisely the same time. With the same breath even. You are someone that I will never be. You have someone that I will never be.
And that is fine. I am fine. I deal. I will not drive myself crazy trying to figure out what isn't to be figured out.
And I will not fight for something, or someone, that I will obviously not win.
I will not give up hope. But I will do nothing to make it happen. I am tired of expelling so much effort and recieving nothing in return. It isn't worth it.
It just isn't worth it.
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