Captivity

This evening isn't going to happen. That is fine, I guess. I would rather that we go ahead with it so that we can figure it all out, but he is feeling short tempered today. Being short tempered would not work with what was going to be this evening.


I feel like I am ready for a change. Let me rephrase that. I am ready for a change.

I have the desire to re-invent myself. I don't know that it is going to happen, but that is what I want right now.

I want to be stronger than what I really am. I want to be able to handle things in a way that won't end up hurting me in the end. I am so tried of bottling things up and breaking down when the limit has been breeched.

I am tired of being me.