Last night I had this extremely weird dream. Not purple cows and pink monkeys weird. But what the fuck am I doing, I can't control my dream-self weird.
It was about me, obviously. I was right around the same age as I am now.
...I was getting married. To Tom, Aleksei (the blonde man standing to the left of the photo posted here).
It was very weird.
It was at the wedding. My mother shows up, but she shouldn't be there. She is in labor with another child. (WTF?!) She won't go to the hospital. She wants to be there for me to get married. She wouldn't let us take her to the hospital so we get married, and she gives birth to a new sibling for me. (Once again...WTF?!)
After the wedding we go off. But Tom goes off somewhere else. I feel all neglected and sad/lonely/used.
He comes back, and we fight.
After we fight, we make up, and he stays with me, saying something about only loving me. (WTF?!)
Time passes, and things only proceed to get weirder. (Well of course.)
I am sending text messages to someone. Someone else that I love. I am confused because I am MARRIED (WTF?!) and in love with Tom (WTF again?!).
I don't know what happens after. I can't remember. But let me tell you. That was definately a dream that I never thought that I would have.
Yes. Tom is fairly attractive. I am seeing someone, I think maybe a little I don't know, thus I don't want to be with Tom. And Tom is seeing someone, though that is special in itself.
Ano...
My life is definately special right now. I could use a vacation and a life guide.
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