Perimeters

Perviously I treated this as if it were just a journal. No one read my blog. No one cared. Thus I could write exactly how I felt and could write about whatever I felt like or needed to work through.

Now. People are reading my blog. That is not a bad thing. That is not why I am posting this. I don't mind people reading my blog. It is a hands-off way to try to figure me out.

My blog was read by someone, and yesterday I was "confronted" with an uncomfortable conversation because someone read what I wrote and was concerned. I understand that, and there is nothing wrong with that. I understand being concerned. I understand being a good person. I have no problem with that.

From now on, I am going to think about what I say before I post it. I don't like having to be careful about it because this has always been a place for me to express myself as needed. But I will.

And it is not good timing for this to become an issue. Because I have several things running through my head that I need to work through. Things that I would have posted here. But now I do not want to for it is something that don't want returning to the person they are about. For I am confronted with something new, different, and uncomfortable for me. I must deal. Or atleast try to.