Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Change in the Winds

This morning I felt so alive. I was tired, but I was so hyper.

I felt playful.

I felt invinsible.

Now...

I just hurt.

I felt so invincible up until about an hour ago, I suppose.

I know where it started. How it started. I just wish it wouldn't have started.

I need to go out. I don't know where or to do what. But out.

And it would end up being alone so I don't know that I want to anyway.

Alone is such a lonely number.

2 comments:

Jen said...

I'm sorry, Christie. I hope that the morning brings something different, something that sends that loneliness packing.

Missy Mao said...

Thank you, Jen.

I hope the rest of the day brings something different seeing as this morning has not.

I do hope that things have gotten better on your end.