I had a horrible headache earlier (as in Friday and not Saturday since it is like almost 1 am). It was an all day headache that I believe has been present to some degree since Sunday.
I really shouldn't stress myself out, but I do it anyway.
I have never stressed myself out so badly as to give myself that bad of a headache.
Until now.
It hurt so bad at around four.
I was laying in the floor with a pillow and a blanket, trying to relax my headache away before I went to work. I was talking to Joel on the phone at the same time. At one moment, it hurt so very much that I had tears going down my face. Didn't tell Joel that though.
Work didn't help it.
It is gone though. That is what matters.
I am thinking that I should have picked up some Benadryl on the way home. I'm tired, yes. But I haven't been sleeping very well, and I could really use a good night's sleep right now. Maybe it would lessen my stressing myself out. Especially since stress and emotional/mental "problems" and breakdowns have been making me not sleep well.
Sigh.
Sad face.
Sleepy...
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Oh, oh, oh. I have had headaches like that, and I can vouch for their tear-inducing properties. I'm sorry that you were suffering so, but glad to hear that the head pain is gone. Lack of sleep definitely exacerbates it, so if at all possible, please try to get as much rest as you can. (Easier said than done, I know; I'm not exactly a sound sleeper myself.)
Incidentally -- hi, Christie. Please know that you are not nonexistent, even when it feels like evidence to the contrary is mounting. I've not been as chatty as I usually am in my best moments, but I'm still here, and I'm glad that you exist. :)
You are definately a sweet one.
And while I do appriciate your almost mother-like push to get more sleep, I don't know that it will happen for a while.
And while the reason for my stress should be school...It isn't. I'm not worried about school. That almost worries me, but I remember how it was for me through high school so it doesn't bother me.
Thank you, Jen. Yes. That evidence is definately mounting. That and the evidence that screams that I don't matter/am not important/do not rank any where near the place that I maybe should on certain people's scales.
None of it is your fault so don't worry about that whole chatty thing. ^.^
You don't know me very well yet, my dear. You may come to change your tone about my existance yet. ^.~
You may come to change your tone about my existance yet.
Sorry, dear. Not gonna happen. :)
Sorry, Dear. Not gonnna happen. :)
That would have to be the nicest and sweetest thing anyone has said to me in a long while...
Thank you.
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